Letting Go
A lot of times we hold on to things that aren't beneficial to our lives, things that actually delay us rather than progress us. The funny things is, usually, you know that holding onto that thing, those things, is/are restricting your full movements and possible strides of continuation, yet you refuse to relent or acknowledge that their effect on you isn't the most enhancing. Well, how do you do it? How do you let go? You tell yourself, "alright, I am done and moving forward." However you find yourself, secretly, waiting and leaving open opportunities to come back into contact with that "thing." It is the fight of the flesh and mind. The fight between knowing what one ought to do and what one will choose to do. The fight of desire and common sense. A battle that is hard to reconcile. Your id and superego are going head strong, and your ego is trying really hard to mediate, but perhaps your ego maybe a tad bit bias this time around. I mean, really, how do you do it? How do you leave something that you know might need you, but something that is potentially holding you back? Because you want to feel needed, so you stay. The truth is that one thing may not even need you? So here it is trying to solve a rubiks cube with the wrong algorithms, it is not likely.
So how do you do it? Cut off all attachments? Cut off what you love? No one can answer confidently a concrete answer, and rightly so, because there are no concrete answers. All can only respond with subjectivity and relativity answers, and in the end you are left to fend for yourself. Life, as abstract and almost impossible it will ever be, one can only continue, and conquer one activity at a time. Eventually, one finds that they have made it and the insignificance has slowly fallen off and success is at a bay.
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